February 2012
592 posts
Jay awkward noment when yog
Get drunk with toyr best criens and yeah, enoufg said…
THAAAT awkward moment when your best friend admits to having feelings for you and you admit that you do too. Awkward. Awkward. Awkward.
Anonymous asked: please take care of yourself, sweetheart. <3
Anonymous asked: You were my favourite blog, you don't care anyways, but hope you remember me cause I'm done.. bye
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If I have 7 ice cubes and you have 8, how many waffles can fit on the roof? Purple. Because aliens don’t wear hats. AND THEN a banana walks out on the astronaut when suddenly a herd of birds swoop down on a strawberry by a van down by the river. What about the crocodiles????
I'm surrounded by people,
how-shit-is:
but I feel so alone
Worst family session in the history of family sessions. I’m never talking to my dad again and I’m running away.
Watchthis girl right here^ is my love <3
follow her, thanks
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Nutritionist: I know we’ve all mentioned inpatient already, and I told your mom that you met the criteria but I wasn’t putting it on the table or recommending it… But now it’s on the table and I am recommending it.
“Bulimia scared the hell out of me. Anorexia is so disembodied, so imperceptible...”
– Wasted: A Memoir of Bulimia and Anorexia (via achroniccase)
evanesc-ed asked: i loooved your poem, i could definitely relate to everything, and you should read it to the group! You are so strong, keep fighting! <3
anonymous-myconfessions asked: your poem literally couldnt apply to my life anymore. x
moon-riviere asked: I just watched your video. The poem is so wonderful and very well written! You are also such a beautiful girl and you seem like such a caring person :) Thank you for posting it! I wish you the best <3
so done
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I told my therapist everything. I told her I’m not trying, I don’t care, I’m not taking responsibility, it’s out of control, I’m tired of being tired, I want golf and school but nothing I’m doing is getting me there. She pulled out some book with the criteria for the levels of treatment and said that she wants me to see a psychiatrist but that I fit all criteria...
Anonymous asked: You're very beautiful, sweet, and your voice is intoxicating!
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So...
For those of you beautiful people who’ve seen the video of me reading my poem “Voices”, should I read it to the other girls in group at IOP tonight?
And if you haven’t seen the video yet, watch it under my “links” page, and let me know!
So, what do you guys think? Yes? No?
Parent: These years are the best of your life!
Me: wait what it gets worse
best friend: do you really feel like if something bad happened to you, you wouldn’t care?
me: yeah
shattered—hopes:
person: are you okay?
me: yeah im just fat
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I'm feeling especially unloved and extremely...
I can’t even believe today. Nope. I just. I can’t handle today anymore.
& I especially can’t handle treatment later.
IDON’TWANNAGOOOO.
Can i give up eating
the-beautiful-oblivion:
Can i give up eating for lent?
Anonymous asked: your poem made me cry
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I can’t believe I told my nutritionist that if something happened to me I wouldn’t care. I can’t believe that when she asked me if I have ever had suicidal thoughts, that I said yes. I can’t believe today.
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I put my video from last night up on my links page! Just so you all can have access to it whenever :)
surviving-lyf asked: I just needed to tell you that your amazing and beautiful. Such an inspiration and so strong.. Ou are amazing and the kind of person people strive to be. Thank you for being you... An amazing inspiration to everyone.. £>